Intrigue plagued his thoughts stealing his sleep. The Man had made a scene in the temple that day and His words pierced the soul. The images and words were on repeat in his mind. He couldn’t let them go. Who was this Man? He had to know.
Under cover of night, darting in dark places, navigating the streets of the city. Everyone knows where the Man is staying. Word of His every move was the buzz of the time. A true viral sensation.
He has studied the Man. Not just the recent events that have caused the excitement, but he has studied the Man his whole life. He studied the prophets. He studied the lineage. He studied for knowing and recognizing when this Man showed up. Is this really the Man God? Is this really the Messiah?
Obviously! The words. The mannerisms. The nature of His very being indicated this was not just another man. God doesn’t hide. But He does desire to be sought out. Nicodemus sought out the Man that night. He was drawn to Him. He knew where to find Him. I wonder if he had heard of that night the shepherds still remember? It was a few decades ago, but history lingers in the mind with some stories.
This was one of those stories you just don’t forget. It was another night under darkness but illuminated in a most unusual way. Angels. And lots of them. Worshiping. I wonder if the sheep stayed in place for the urgency of the shepherds seeking the Child.
Like the shepherds, Nicodemus was seeking to know the Messiah. He had prepared. He expected the advent. He didn’t necessarily expect it to unfold in his lifetime. He didn’t expect it to unfold like this. But was this it? Is the Man Word made flesh?
The private conversation between Nicodemus and Jesus led to a proclamation for the ages.
He gave Nicodemus the keys. The answer. The very gift of eternal life. Himself. But did Nicodemus accept?
The weight of the spices didn’t compare to the weight of the moment. His studies of the prophets being fulfilled before his eyes. The press on his chest too great to bear. He had met the Messiah early in His ministry on land. He kept up with the events of those years. He followed from a distance.
He had to close the gap. He had to draw close one last time. The earthly vessel that had wrapped the Messiah had to be wrapped and laid to rest. In his priestly garb, he approached the shredded Man bearing the finest spices he could locate. Healing spices. The wounds were abundant. So he helped lay Him in the tomb.
I wonder if Jesus’ words were on repeat again in his mind? I wonder if he was the first one to memorize John 3:16? I wonder if the very night the words were spoken to him, if he returned through dark streets to write the words under the light of a lamp. He didn’t forget them.
He returned to the Man. He returned to seek Him as He was laid to rest.
I don’t know the rest of the story of Nicodemus. I am not a Bible scholar. But I do know there are lessons to be learned from the interactions recorded about him.
He was intrigued by the Man. It caused him to seek Him out when it was not acceptable for him to do so.
He questioned some stuff. What did it mean to be born again? Did he learn that to die to self and sin was to be born of the Spirit believing the One True Son?
He was a seeker. He wanted more of what he had studied his whole life. He wanted more of the Messiah.
He took action. When, again inappropriate for his position, the messy task of picking up the slaughtered Lamb needed to be done, he was there. Even His closest followers weren’t on scene for this task. Their worlds had been shaken and they were left with wobbly knees. But not Nicodemus.
I don’t know but the Father does. I want to think Nicodemus believed. I want to think Nicodemus believed the Christmas story. That he believed the story told for all time of the Savior of the world coming as a Child, born of a virgin, ransom for all sinners, all people, Redeemer. Messiah.
I want to think you, too, know and believe the Christ story. Let me know in the comments if you do.
Holy Father, praise and worship to You for the greatest gift ever given. We celebrate this season with gratitude and expectation of His first coming and also in His next coming. Holy Father, help us be prepared for that next coming. Draw hearts and minds, like Nicodemus, into fellowship with You. In Jesus’ name. Amen.