I am sad today. No specific reason. Maybe this is what is normal for us women that have crossed the great divide of middle age. Or maybe this is just me. Kind of a melancholy washing over me with great waves of nostalgia. Like the clouds hanging lightly dark shadowing the glorious sunrise bathing the changing sycamores this morning in a golden yellow of light. Longing for that light to touch my face with a friendly whisper reminding me of the Light. No great theological debate over beliefs. Just knowing and resting and simple quiet reflection of Him, in Him.…

My last post asked you to join me in praying and you did.  And I hope and pray you will continue, not only for me but for all believers.  I am just one in a multitude that will struggle with situations within the context of a group of fellow believers in Jesus Christ.  And the fact that Jesus is Lord of all should allow each of us to come to a place of reconciliation and love in whatever the situation. During this time, I have struggled with belonging. So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are…

I have been struggling with some big questions lately.  They are so much bigger than anything I can answer.  They stem from some behaviors and words.  And I am left completely bewildered and confused. First, I know Satan is having a big time with this.  He is loving the confusion he has planted in me.  Anyone who knows me, knows how crazy my hair can be.  Curly, messy, frizzy.  Lately, I feel like my brain has taken the form of my hair.  And it is a tangled mess. I won’t go into details but suffice it to say that my…